| Back online |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|08:02 pm] |
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Well its good to be back online! Now I can surf and download with the best of them. More to come after I add some people to my friends list... |
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| The long-awaited update |
[Jul. 24th, 2004|08:24 pm] |
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Okay, so I've been getting complaints that I haven't been updating my LJ, so here we go. I can't even remember the last time I wrote anything so I'll try to remember everything that's happened in the last couple months. There have been gatherings: blueyeddevil, mamagoth, sparklegoth, barbeques, roasted vegeterian bratwurst that looked kind of scary, burnt marshmallows, a lot of jokes about doing obscene things to cats, I finally got to hang out with Simon and his kid!!!!! I've really made the inner circle now. I can't wait for the ranting when the ex finally hears about it. Cuz, she thinks I'm Satan, you know. Too bad!! Your kid LOVES ME!!! There have been countless alcoholic beverages, many sweaty nights cleaning Simon's house, and one infected wisdom tooth. Which is coming out on Wednesday. So if anyone out there wants to drive me and babysit my drugged up ass, you just let me know! The monkey is doing well, went to work with me yesterday, hid under my desk playing her Gameboy most of the day, which is good I guess. No one hardly knew she was there. I'm working 2 jobs now to supplement the income so I can go to India with Simon, I'm supposed to be working right now, but I've got one of those "I'm coming down off my SWEET buzz" headaches and I'm procrastinating. The monkey's dad is in jail for a domestic, which is sweet. Gotta love karma. Then after his 45 days in there he's going BACK to treatment because 3 weeks after getting out last time he fell off the wagon. Yeah, he was REAL serious about cleaning himself up! And his mom wonders why I won't let him see her, hmmmmmm....let me think...........cuz maybe he's a complete loser?? Anyway, enough drunken typing, have to get to work and play with the monkey before we go to Simon's house and hang out while he's at work. I just love having a key! |
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| Sigh......... |
[Jun. 12th, 2004|08:17 pm] |
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At the risk of sounding like one of those over sappy super emotional over in love kind of chicks, I'll just say this: Today was one of those days that reminded me all over again of why I fell in love with Simon. We had such a good time. Other than me arriving an hour late to meet him and his friend because 94 was closed, it was PERFECT. We hung out with his friend and looked at all the super sweet stuff his family business sells and wanted everything he had in his warehouse. After that we all had lunch together and talked and laughed about silly things and then Simon and I went off on our own and explored 2 bars we'd never been to and talked and laughed and had an absolutely amazing time in only 2 hours. But that's our way. I am so glad i found him.
Other than the sweet buzz I have from the chocolate martinis we had, nothing much is going on. Simon is at work, and I'm at home trying to cool off. The monkey is off with relatives until tomorrow so the house is silent and I can do whatever I want!! Its nice to be free once in a while. I love her to death, but sometimes I just need to be alone. It recharges my batteries so to speak. Tomorrow we are hanging out with mamagoth and blueyeddevil and it should be a really good time! Those guys are very cool to hang out with. And maybe they'll have deedlebug with and her and the monkey can hang out. I guess that's all for now. |
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| Tired as HELL |
[May. 25th, 2004|06:40 pm] |
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Well most of last week and this weekend was spent helping Simon with his Snoopy. We worked our ASSES off but it got finished on time. It was nice that he trusted me enough to let me help him on something so important to him. But we've been up really late every night working to finish it and we're both damn tired. Other than that there's not much going on.... work is actually going pretty okay for once, I'm in a shitty mood, but when am I not lately? My spring cleaning/garage sale project is moving full steam ahead. Hopefully I make some money off it. That's all for now. |
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| Whoopy! |
[May. 19th, 2004|08:27 pm] |
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I'm in an uber-odd mood. I didn't take my meds this afternoon and now I'm all hyper and running around the house. I FINALLY got the DAMN scanner working! Yay for me! Now I really have nothing to use it for, but its a personal victory to have figured out how to make it go.
Today's hilghlights: Met my baby downtown to start working on the Snoopy, he took me out for lunch (aww), and I got an artist's ID and a t-shirt and everything, it was pretty sweet. And I SWEAR these guys stationed next to him were a gay couple, but then the little, flamboyant one started talking about his wife (Fred? Jim? Bill?) and him being at the Reverend Horton Heat concert and we just swear his "wife" has a penis. The whole time we were there we played with this clay stuff to see how easy it was to work with and Simon chased me around oogling me and grabbing my stuff. Typical Simon. Then we left and both picked up our monkeys and then he was off to work on Snoopy and I'm home with the monkey, the very same one who spilled an entire bowl of mac and cheese on my carpet. That was fun. Now I have a headache and I'm going to go to bed super early because I feel like being a big loser. |
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| ACK! |
[May. 18th, 2004|08:36 pm] |
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Okay, you'd think that a company that employs over 5000 people world-freaking-wide would be able to come up with a network that would perform at LEAST occaisionally, right? I guess NOT! It was a completely wasted afternoon! Oh well, tomorrow and Thurs I'll be helping Simon paint Snoopy. Actually I'll be offering less painting and more moral support. Its nice to be needed. :) Sucks that I have to be there only during non-public hours so his family/his ex's family won't see me. Hate playing these games. I guess its just something I have to deal with. He's starting to not give a shit about all those people now, not letting them run his life, so perhaps there is some hope things will start moving forward soon. Its nice to be hated by people for no reason! The girl was VERY huggy today and it was kind of nice to be loved.... Tried installing this new scanner my mom got me for $10 at a garage sale, it worked pretty sweet until I tried using the OCR, said it wasn't the correct driver. So I uninstall everything and re-install everything and now it won't recognize the scanner as new hardware, so its not working and I'm kinda pissed about that too. At least I have 2 days off from my job. I could use a short vacation from all the idiocy. YAY! Vegetable pimp on vacation! |
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| Good times |
[May. 17th, 2004|08:08 pm] |
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| | The sweet sound of the rooster crowing next door | ] |
Yesterday Simon and I hung out with Jessica and Christopher, probably the coolest people we've met in a long time. And the only people in our lives that don't judge and don't mind us being together, so that's refreshing! AND Jessica gave me cool sleep drugs so I can actually sleep thru the night once in a while! They're very real and its nice to be around people like that. We ate this pizza that has been having its revenge on me all freaking day. I'm never eating cheese again............ Funny story: my kid was along and out of the clear blue sky says "it feels really good when you poop." 7 year olds are funny that way, I guess. Someone came to look at Simon's old motorcycle and he talked the poor guy's ear off for over an hour telling him about every feature, everything that ever went wrong with it, who owned it, the last time it backfired in rush hour traffic behind a clown car on a full moon, etc. You can tell he really doesn't want to let it go, but its time has past. He's got Lasher now, that's his new bike, and he LOVES it. I went home around 9 and promptly started cleaning up my apartment because the manager is coming thru to replace furnace filters and make sure none of the faucets leak, etc. That's the huge bummer about having ADHD, I can't keep my flippin' house clean no matter how hard I try. Its just very overwhelming, and now that I'm on meds its getting better little by little. As long as there is progress of some sort, I'm okay with it. So anyway, I cleaned until about 11 and fell into bed with my clothes on and the lights on and everything. I woke up about an hour later to the sound of the blinds banging against the window from the wind. Scared the CRAP out of me! Today wasn't a terrible day at work. That's actually surprising. Got home and cleaned about 20 bags of stuff out of my garage. And now I'm about to start on the laundry and dishes and stuff. For the first time in a very long time I actually feel motivated! I'm not sure if the meds are lifting the depression or if its because I really like our new friends or because Simon has been so dang sweet lately. Its nice to actually feel good for a change! |
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| Blah |
[May. 14th, 2004|07:01 pm] |
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Not much to say. Last night I went to Simon's house and had an interesting night to say the least. There is now a picture out there of me peeing. He's probably posted it on some web site. Moral of the story: Never let a drunk man get ahold of a camera OR remember to lock the door when you pee! Went to work this morning hung over and tired as hell. When we're together we tend to think that sleep is a waste of time, life with him is like a constant party! I love it, but its also nice to have some down time like right now. The kid is in the bathtub splashing and singing and I get a few quiet minutes to myself. I got home from work and I planted some flowers, let's see if I can make them grow! I had a CHICKEN POT PIE for dinner! I LOVE those! I've been so stinking broke lately that I haven't been able to buy any, but I finally got one! And it was the most ORGASMIC chicken pot pie I've ever had in my entire life. Now I'm going to do some dishes and laundry and fun crap like that and then I'm going to bed early. I expect Simon will come crawling into my bed at 4am after he gets off work. He thinks its funny to wake me up by licking the bottoms of my feet. Normal he is not. |
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| PPPPTTTTHHHHPPPPTTTT! |
[May. 12th, 2004|07:12 pm] |
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I am so freaking sick of being broke. My boyfriend suggested taking up some kind of proofreading at home for extra cash. I might actually check into it. Its probably the last thing I'd want to do when I finally get home from my crappy ass full time job (I'm having no luck finding a better one), but I guess its what I have to do until I can move in with Simon, which we both want. But the uprising it would cause would probably not be worth it. I saw him thru some very hard times and I'm hoping for the big payoff soon.
Something a bit more lighthearted and less bitchy...........Simon just called me to ask if I went thru his bathrooms and changed the direction that the toilet paper faces. Why the hell would I do that????? What a nut job he is sometimes.
I've also recently been toying with the idea of making voodoo dolls of all of my hateful co-workers. Not to cause any real damage, simply to make myself feel better. Ahhhhh the life of a vegetable pimp............ |
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| Deadbeat Dads |
[May. 10th, 2004|06:08 pm] |
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Okay, might as well start ranting about the real life crap. The girl's dad is apparently checking himself into treatment. Maybe now I'll actually get some freaking child support and be able to afford to live. The sad thing is, I haven't seen money from him for almost 2 years now, and he wants to sign away his rights to her, and we'd be happy to be rid of him forever, but alas, it can't happen. I called my child support worker again and asked AGAIN if there was any way and she said not unless I have an adoptive father for her because they don't want single moms going on welfare once they stop getting child support.. Well, that's just dumb in my opinion since I haven't been getting money anyway! Hopefully some day the poor kid will have a decent guy around full time, but for now its just her and I and frankly, that's the way I like it. Work today sucked but then when doesn't it, I think the massive amounts of crab I ingested last night tried to kill me at about 10am. Simon and I watched Big Fish and we cried like little girls at the end! It was a really good movie even if it made us weepy. And speaking of him there is just something so strange about him. Even if we're just sitting around the house doing nothing, there is no where on earth I'd rather be. Generally I detest other people (there are very few exceptions to this rule, but they do exist) for good reasons which I won't go into here, but for some reason when Simon is around, he doesn't get on my nerves. He calls me sometimes 8 times in an evening, but it never irritates me. Hanging out with him is kind of like hanging out with myself. Its seamless, non-invasive, comforting. Anyway, enough sappy talk. I'm going to hit the internet and look for a new job because I'm sick of working for a bunch of Nazis, then I'm going to have a few drinks and hope to GOD that I can sleep tonight because I am a raging bitch right now because I'm so tired. Sigh...........rum. I need rum. |
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| Random |
[Apr. 30th, 2004|08:23 pm] |
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Had a crappy day. Watching Tomb Raider (not sure why, although I do find Angelina Jolie intriguing), making Easy Mac for my kid, gonna take a bath. |
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| Number One |
[Apr. 30th, 2004|08:03 pm] |
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Here's my first journal entry! WOO-HOO! No one will probably even see it. That makes me want to say something incredibly naughty to draw in viewers.... perhaps later when I have more time. |
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